Monday, June 22, 2009

In my Heart of Hearts No One is Faithful

My daddy made no excuse or mistakes in my life in making me or should I say God didn't. I believe my lies are truth, Why wont you eat what you are fed I wonder...That I can't answer right now. When I touch myself I think of only you And when I touch someone else I realize No one is faithful For I am weak. For when I go astray just Forgive me for my ways. For we live in a wicked world.

I hear the voices Saying that i need time to myself but it Difficult when you cant stand to be alone Cause the emptiness is all I have ever known and it's hardto stay this way forever, for forever can come in a day which will make you completely blinded. But Soiled by my lust I feel no shame and No longer forsaken when they call my name for Beautiful angels come to my bed to comfort me and instantly I am satisfied on their flesh I have fed

So I say to you again. No one is faithful in this wicked world. I am weak and
I go astray but just Forgive me for my ways.

Friday, June 12, 2009

Is it In you?

I ask the question. Is it in You? I feel that losing and Failing is not an option in my book. Even though I have lost and will continue to lose @ some point in my life. I don't condition my mind to allow me to believe that I've lost. But, when I lose I still Win. Ironic or stupid?....NO! I feel that When I lose. I learn a weakness that will make me stronger in the End. It will show me where I need to improve, where i've failed myself. For example. I'm playing a video game against a friend, I lose, but In me losing I see where I need to improve in order to win. Simple. So Im always @ a Win-Win

Monday, June 8, 2009

Plans don't Fail, Man just Fails to Make Plans

You don't have a plan by saying I'm going to graduate college and be a doctor. that's not enough if you believe several years of school and a few of residencies will hit the "goal", you have defeated yourself. A goal is its path, In order to plan effectively you must find the honest answers to the following questions. Why am I the person that I am? What contributes to my taste in clothes, music, movies, women/men, cars, ect....? If you lie to yourself your answers may suggest that your likes and dislikes are birthed from within. However if your honest you will realize it's all outwardly. We are who we are because of the things we are not. Ex. Your young, middle class, street smart, only because your not old, upper or lower class, or Harvard groomed(rough example but the point is within it). Discover the experience that will make you what you are not and get it. If you want to graduate college and become a doctor, dont be foolish and believe your goal is the destination. Every action and thought that originates with you determines the outcome of your path. you must be in control of your actions and thoughts at all times. your current activities and thoughts are the wrong ones for what you desire; they are the activities and thoughts of some who has what you have.

2 Be or Not 2 Be...NO!...WHY is the (?)

Sitting on a bench in a town center on a beautiful sunny day waiting on my little sister. I see a few things going on. A lady and her two teenage sons. walking, having a good time, then i see a group of dudes (friends) laughing, chilling, looking for some bait (women). Then I see this beautiful girl walking with such a dejected look on her face. A few sec. later her man/BF walks behind her saying all kinds of pessimistic things about her in PUBLIC. and the only thing she could say was "why do you treat me this way. I said i was sorry. "

Now. at this very moment a few things are going on. 1. she is getting disrespected as a lady, 2. she is accepting everything she is hearing and not standing up for herself, like she should at least. 3. others are looking at the couple's embarrassing behavior. taking notes.

The fact of the matter is "WHY DO WOMEN PUT UP WITH ANYTHING FROM A DUDE, JUST TO SAY I HAVE A MAN."

But its funny because they would be the first to down talk a dude. Well obviously you was acting, appearing a certain way to attract the dude you so call call a DOG.
Sum1 please help me understand this.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

A Word + A Word= A Phrase, A Phrase ^50 = Feelings

"When Your Spirit becomes Strained And Your Limited to Change, The Lyrics In Your Limericks will Change. With A Different Hook The Way Your Sentences Arranged and it becomes More Demented In Your Deliverance and More Sinister In Your Slang, which can cause it to Sounds More Belligerent When Its Sang"........................................................................................... Now Just Think about that. and Ill feed you the rest of what Me Posting this has to do with Me.............