Silent thoughts of The Black Man:
Why? Why won't she give in, Why won't she express her true feelings. Why Won't she realize how I feel? Why don't she realize I'm done with my old ways? Why don't she take a leap of faith, take a chance, forgive, WTF why don't she just TRUST me.
Answer:
She has secrets you'll never know or understand, she appears so strong on the outside, But on the inside her world is spinning upside down. She smiles and stands tall to the outer World, Shes crying and breaking down in her inner World.
She appears so happy 2 her mates, But alone, she shares her tears with her pillow. she knows not 2 get her hopes up, as they always come crashing down. Shes heard it all before & felt it all.
Shes experienced more then her fair share. One touch, & she'll flinch, One harsh word & she'll cry, One bad moment, & she'll break down
She trusts no one, because the people she has, hurt her & leave her to pick up the pieces, she believes no one, because the people she has, lie & betray her. So for now she'll keep to herself & pretend everything is fine, When everything is wrong
Who is This Girl you ask. She's the one your feeling, The one you will go above and beyond for. The one that you could actually fall for. But what should you do. Be there for her. Show her you care and never give up on trying to gain her TRUST
