Not Like Crazy!

Man its funny how life is. Talking to this guy one day opened my eyes up to something.
He told me that he was in a situation and that he needed my help/advice. He said is this girl he knows that got him feeling a crazy way. She's one of the greatest untouchable women he has ever met. It't the perfect Bitter/Sweet for him. I said wow are you serious,,,you mean to tell me you want her but she's untouchable. I then said to him. that's tough. Then he said to me the only way I get through this crazy feeling is by faking myself out. Making myself believe she's is mine. But not entirely because she treats me like im one of her's and she sooo caring, and everytime she does something that shows she cares, she makes me get this feeling. . I said to him your Crazy....and then tells me No Im not I like this crazy feeling and im content with it until my dream becomes reality in a sense. I said Hey must be a good feeling for you. He looks at me then smiles and said listen to "Not Like Crazy"

When we first met
I was surprised to get
That feeling,
That feeling
The kind that don't wash away with soap
So sweet to me,
Oohh
The kind of feeling I need
To get me through the darkest days
For you I prayed

What you do is crazy babe
Not like you belong in an asylum
Crazy babe,
Like the sun in the morning
And the moon at night
Like the rain falling from the sky
Like the trees growing from the ground
I'm astounded babe
By your love for me
And your touching me
And your trust in me
Like you do whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo

Even now I still feel that feeling
Although we've grown
We're still on the same side
Of the proverbial road
Heading in the same direction
I'm so glad to know
With you I spend my time (In my dream that is)..........

Something!........

Damn. I think I was falling too fast and clearly rules didn't apply. I can't believe i just met you.
You had me here watching min. pass by wondering when Imma see you, expect you, chill with you. But something said slow down partna You need time. But shit I couldn't take it...and here comes the big "BBBBBOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMM"
There you go again.....WTF is this a dream or something cuz your looking like every pix I've ever dreamed of Her in my dream...You look exactly like my dream girl Inside and out.HHHHOOOOLLLLDDDD UP.
I've seen it all b4 but never figured out the end cuz finally I would wake up and realized i should of know better then to think this is real when you can't be mine

All I could draw from this is that maybe this could be something. or maybe it's just nothing @ all.

I don't mean falling in Love but strong feelings. Love takes time. and time was something I was creating. maybe for an alternative motive that would end in GOOD or maybe not...

Guess life is what we make of it.

Letter to the Unknown.

Dear You aka The Unknown.

Lately you have been causing me to think heavy. You have been causing me to think of the possibility of what i can not have. Hmmm Why? Thats irrelevant. Everyday in life someone gain's, someone maintains, and of course someone loses. I never lose. I have come to the conclusion that from my last blog, I really have to chill and take things as they are, instead of trying to force what can't be. What is that you may say. It's You aka The Unknown. I have to now deal with reality and come back down to earth and maintain until The Unknow give's a sign. If one never comes then @ least I won't lose the Unknown because it never happened. Well The ball is in your court You aka The Unknown. ....

To be Continued......................

Whats @ Heart of a Man

While sitting at home playing PS2. (old i know) I was thinking as usual. I thought If a man is @ heart has he found love. Personally I disagree. I find this to be a catch 22 tho. I believe that if a man is @ heart that doesn't necessarily mean they have found love. They could have found a comfort zone for the mean time, they could have found someone they can connect to on all ends of the spectrum via (Sexually, Mentally, Spiritually, Emotionally & more.)

Not understanding. OK OK OK OK OK. lets do this. I'm going to use me as an example.

OK I like this Girl. She got a man. But because I connect with her on different levels and we understand our relationship. That don't mean I love her just because my heart is in that relationship (friendship kind), its just means I care and Love as a "FRIEND". Would I love to be her man? Yes!. But this topic can go in many different ways. Because the flip side of the catch 22 is this. Your feelings/connections can out grow me and it will then become LOVE. Like that do anything in the world type love, like that I'd die for you type love, like that I'll starve for you type love. Ya kno. But that can be controlled as long as you know who you are and who you are dealing with. And more importantly whats @ heart of a man?

More to come soon.